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Honest essays on anxiety, neurodivergence, and the everyday mess of being human — written to make sure you never feel alone.
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What to expect
Weekly personal letters
One carefully edited story every Wednesday unpacking a real‑life moment of overwhelm, shame, joy, or growth.
Monthly deep‑dive guides
Practical write‑ups on coping tools I’ve road‑tested (journaling prompts, CBT worksheets, breath work apps).
Quiet community comments
A safe, moderated space to share your own highs and lows. You can always message me directly and I’ll reply when I can, but I’m not a counselor or crisis line. If you’re in distress, please reach out to a licensed mental‑health professional or call a helpline right away.
My transparent voice
When I was little, every time my family crossed a bridge, I imagined swerving off the edge and plunging into the water. The thoughts never faded; they multiplied.
- No SI, No HI: The Experience of Ideation
Why subscribe?
My voice is all I have.
My experience, my truth, it all flows through it. My promise is to write with sincerity, transparency, and clarity. I know the feeling of despair and loneliness all too well; so, I write so you do not stand alone. I write so that you know you matter, you have worth, and that communities of support and understanding do exist.
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FAQ
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Free readers get one email a week. Pain supporters get an extra deep-dive each month plus occasional audio notes.
Are you a therapist?
No. I’m a writer sharing personal experience, not medical advice. I may link to resources I’ve found useful, but they’re suggestions, not prescriptions. If you need help, please consult a licensed mental‑health professional. Always.
Is the comment section safe?
Yes. I personally moderate every thread. Only kindness and support is permitted.
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♡ Marcello De Feo